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The most powerful weapon of defense against the onslaught of the Devil, is forgiveness. But no one has the power to forgive or to be forgiven without the Son. No one has the power to live out that forgiveness without the Son. Forgiveness is Life. Eternal Life. You can’t have one without the other. You can’t understand one without the other. Do you know how to walk in life in a way that causes the most self assured non believer to begin doubting himself in your presence. Do you know how to overturn every demonic assignment in your vicinity to the point of making demons tremble at the sound of your name? Do you know what power really is? Do you want to be like Christ? Really?

You see, nothing and no one could move Jesus from His position of power. No one controlled him – no matter what they did. Despite all that happened TO Him, none of it happened outside of what he permitted. He was not a puppet of anyone’s opinion of Him…good or bad. He was the CAUSE of everything he demonstrated. He needed nothing and no one outside of Himself to be all that He was and is. Do you want that? Do you want to be such a badass that not even your persecutors…your haters…your murderers or even your greatest fans can cause you to react in any way other than in praising God and forgiving them? Do you want that? Do you want to be so open hearted that you love everyone around you more than your own life – and yet not a single one of them can control or deter you in any way from the Father’s Will?

If you’re waiting for a 5 step formula on how to “activate” this power within you, or a certain passage in scripture to memorize in order to access this forgiveness, you’re on the wrong page. You can’t start with forgiving others. You have to start at ground zero. Where you are. Do you know God’s forgiveness? Seriously…do you know it? Have you tasted it…has it permeated your being…do you walk around in life like a man who has been pardoned the moment before his execution?

How can you get to that place and stay there? It’s actually very very very simple…so simple that most people never really get it. You must be a person of prayer. And Jesus Christ is the one who teaches us how to pray. Is your life a life of prayer? Are you a person of prayer? Or are you so lost – that even as you read this you’re shaking your head thinking “what kind of prayer?”

I’m not talking about form, or a set of prayers, or how long you pray, or how often. I’m talking about continuous and ceaseless unbroken communion with the lover of your soul!

Understand that there IS NO WAY to be like Christ without Him. Reread that and think about it for a moment. The problem is that some of you thought that maybe I was going to offer a formula or suggestion on how to be more self assured like Jesus – relying only on the power within yourself. But there is NO power within yourself that can exist without union with the Lord. That is what Christianity is. Your union with the risen Lord. You cannot have anything that Christ had without having the man Himself.

Witnessing being born again with the very real spirit of the Lord and His Father coming to live in you, that changes you – the SAVIOR Himself is now closer to you than your own heartbeat…forgiveness becomes real. Salvation becomes real. Eternal Life becomes real. Grace overwhelms you. What can mortal man possibly do to you??

Pour your heart out to God…bow your head and confess all of your hidden thoughts and motives…sing songs to Him…praise Him….talk to Him about the flowers you saw this morning and how the breeze caught your attention…reveal to Him the hidden things in your heart – speak back to Him the hidden things He reveals to you.

If you do this…I mean really do this, really get into a real prayerful relationship with the Lord…He will supernaturally reveal to you and seal in your spirit the truth of who He is and what He has done for you…that…THAT is what will naturally lead to the kind of confidence, assurance and conviction it takes to easily forgive all others. You will naturally bear the fruit. If and when you start to slip, the very real and true voice of the Lord will warn you…you will become extremely sensitive to sin in your life. The enemy’s darts will have nowhere to land…the snake will have no opening by which to enter…you will start to put away childish things and stand as a man or a woman in the STRENGTH of the Lord. He will not let your foot slip.

“Some Jews who went around driving out evil spirits tried to invoke the name of the Lord Jesus over those who were demon-possessed. They would say, “In the name of the Jesus whom Paul preaches, I command you to come out.” …One day the evil spirit answered them, “Jesus I know, and Paul I know about, but who are you?” Then the man who had the evil spirit jumped on them and overpowered them all. He gave them such a beating that they ran out of the house naked and bleeding.” Acts 19:13-16

“Afterward, when Jesus was alone in the house with his disciples, they asked him, “Why couldn’t we cast out that evil spirit?” Jesus replied, “This kind can be cast out only by prayer.” (Mark 9:28-29)

“Keep alert and pray. Otherwise temptation will overpower you. For though the spirit is willing enough, the body is weak!” (Matthew 26:41)

“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will” (Romans 8:26-27)

“This, then, is how you should pray: Our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your Name, Your Kingdom come, Your Will be done on earth as it is on heaven. Give us today our daily bread, forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory for ever. Amen.”     – Jesus (Matthew 6:9-13) (Luke 11:1-4)                            

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THE BATTLE FOR THE MIND
JESSIE PENN-LEWIS

(2 Cor. 11:3, A.V.) “I fear lest, by any means, as the serpent, beguiled Eve through his subtlety, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.”

THERE is a great battle today over the use and control of the mind, not only in the world, but among the children of God.

1.    The fact of a “war” declared by Paul.

First note the fact that the Apostle declares that there is a “war” in which he is engaged. “My warfare,” he says, “is not waged according to the flesh.” This is in accord with his statements in other parts of his writings.

2.    The battle for the mind described.

We see there is an aspect of the war described in this passage which has to do with the mind. “Thereby can I overthrow the reasonings of the disputer.” In verse 4 (A.V.) we read of a “pulling down of strongholds”. The Apostle seems to infer that the mind is a “stronghold” which has to be pulled down, and every rebel thought in it made captive.

A “stronghold” is generally held by an enemy, and truly there is an enemy holding the stronghold of the mind, according to 2 Cor. 4:4, where it says that the “god of this world” (age) has “blinded the minds of them which believe not”.

3.    The condition of the mind by nature.

In various parts of the Pauline epistles we can gather very clearly the state of mind, when held by the enemy as a stronghold. It is described in some cases as a “reprobate mind” (Rom. 1:28), a “blinded mind” (2 Cor. 3:14), a darkened mind, causing men to walk in the “vanity of their minds” (Eph. 4:17-19), intruding into things which the mind cannot fathom, “vainly puffed up” by a “fleshly mind” (Col. 2:18).

In Rom. 8:7, the Apostle says, “The carnal mind is enmity against God, for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be” (A.V.). This is confirmed in Col. 1:21, where those who are unregenerated are described as “enemies” in the “mind“, and therefore alienated from God. We therefore clearly see how, in the natural man, the mind is “darkened”, “puffed up” by the flesh, empty and vain in its thoughts, carnal because governed by the flesh, and in all its activities-whether apparently “good” or visibly “bad”-at enmity with God.

4.    The unregenerate mind the stronghold of Satan.

The stronghold of the mind of man is therefore the strategic centre of the “war” with the “god of this age”, because it is primarily through the mind that he holds his captives in his power, and through the mind of those captives transmits his:

(1)     Poison into the minds of others, and his

(2)     Plans and schemes for arousing those souls to active rebellion against God.

The mind of the Christian is also the strategic centre of the “war on the saints” which Satan wages with ceaseless and fiendish skill. And for this reason the mind is the vehicle for the Spirit of God, dwelling in the spirit of the believer, to transmit to others the truth of God, which alone can remove the deceptions of Satan which fill the minds of all who are in the darkness of nature.

If the Holy Spirit is dwelling in the regenerate spirit have you considered the question of His outlet? If it were only by speech you would be an oracle! But there are no “oracles” on earth now. The “oracles of God” are the Scriptures. The Word of God is being displaced not only by the Higher Critics, but by many of God’s own people by their taking supernatural “revelations” as being of equal authority with the written Scriptures. There are wrecked lives because they have turned from the Word of God to what they call direct revelation. There is a direct revelation by God, through the Holy Ghost illuminating the Word of God, and putting it into the spirit, but not apart from the Scriptures.

5.    The Holy Spirit and the mind of the believer.

If the mind is the vehicle of the Spirit it is absolutely necessary that the Spirit of God should have full possession of it, with every “rebellious thought” brought into captivity to Christ. The Holy Spirit, dwelling in the spirit, needs the mind as a channel for expression, but it may be so blocked up, and filled with other things that He is unable to transmit all He desires to do. A “blocked” mind means the spirit unexpressed, and a spirit unexpressed is a stoppage of the outflow of the Spirit of God to others.

6.    The mind of the Christian not fully delivered.

This explains why numbers of God’s children are unable to hold the truth of God which they hear, or to apply it to their lives, or express it to others. The mind has never been fully delivered from the grip of the enemy. Shall I put it crudely, and say that many get new “hearts”, but they keep their old “heads”! They do not realize that unless the hold of the adversary, which he has through the fallen nature of man, is removed from the mind, he has a position of vantage in the life of the believer, for attack and for hindrance in active service. How many there are who have “minds” that never “think a thing out”.

Devoted children of God, with hearts full of love, but “minds” full of all kinds of mixture – minds that have not been renewed and delivered from the interference of the enemy. Consequently they have a strange lack of spiritual perception. They may get “flashes of light”, and follow the “flash” – which often like a will-o’-the-wisp leads them astray – but they are not intelligent in their spiritual vision. They do not know that God is able, not only to deliver the mind from the enemy’s grip but also to renew it, so that it becomes as clear as crystal, with “every rebellious thought brought into captivity. ”

We have seen that one reason why the liberation of the mind is so important is because it is the vehicle of the spirit. Has it never struck you how extraordinary it is that the children of God can hear so much, and express so little? If you will ask one and the other to intelligently transmit something of what they have heard, they cannot do it. They have listened to volumes of truth for years, and yet they have no power to transmit, and help a soul in need. And many of these hearers will tell you that they have received a Baptism of the Spirit! The reason for this lies in the unrenewed mind. They may truly have received the Holy Spirit, but speaking reverently, He is “locked up” in the spirit, and cannot get through the blocked channel of the mind. One reason is that many children of God do not soak themselves, so to speak, in God’s thoughts. They think that to read a text in the morning is enough, and so they do not get the mind fully renewed. All the working of the old mind is enmity against God, and that is why you find people prejudiced over truth. Whenever you find a man prejudiced over some truth he does not understand, it always means that there is some activity of the old mind. The mind is like a seed plot. We do not realize what we are taking in, or sowing in the ground for future use. If you only make a remark about some person you have sown a seed, and if it is a critical thought, it is there ready to blaze into a “prejudice” at the first opportunity.

All this is so true that it is easy to see now why the Apostle describes the “mind” as a stronghold which has to be taken for Christ, and brought into subjection to Him. It may not have occurred to us that much which we have looked upon as “natural” disability in the use of our minds is to some extent the work of the enemy, who pours into the mind which has never been fully taken out of his power, his own visions, thoughts, ideas and ways.

7.    The need of the mind to be fully renewed.

Now the question is, how can the mind become fully renewed, for if we are children of God, by the very entry of the truth of God, there has been a partial renewal. Conversion itself is described in the Bible as, in the first instance, a “change of mind.” This is the meaning of the word “repent.”

Repentance is “to recover one’s senses” and come to a “right understanding.” So repentance describes on the one hand first a “change of mind”, to be accompanied by a change of heart.

8.    The Cross the place of deliverance.

But for full renewal of the mind we have to go to the Cross, and learn its message that “our old man was crucified” with Christ. This is inclusive of the old carnal, darkened, fleshly mind. This comes out clearly in the words of Eph. 4:22-23, as following the Apostle’s description of the darkened and empty mind in verse 17 and 18. The “old man” crucified is here bidden to be “put off” by the believer so that he may be “renewed in the spirit of his mind.” The way of renewal, therefore, is VIA CALVARY.

The first need is the knowledge of the state of mind by nature, and that a “change of mind” at conversion does not go deep enough to deliver the soul from the power of the enemy in his thought life, and mental activities.

Then there must be a deliberate and definite “putting off” of the “old man” in the aspect of the old carnal mind, for the bringing captive to Christ of every thought. What is wanted, then, is to recognize that the un-renewed mind is part of the old creation that has to be put off at the Cross. Remember that God does just what you trust Him to do. We need to realize that what God wants is even a “cold-blooded” act of faith, as the believer says “I trust Thee to do this.” We would like Him to do the whole work at once, but He has planned that we depend upon Him step by step for everything. Some of you have come to understand your position of being crucified with Christ upon the Cross. The Holy Spirit will now take you into the details of all that this means. He may throw light on the “circumference” to show where the old life is lodged, so that it may be dealt with. When Christ is your life, Christ is enthroned at the center. That new Center life (Christ at the center) has to be worked out as you hold the position perpetually, “crucified.”

Then the Holy Spirit will throw the light upon every part of the circumference that is as yet un-dealt with. Today we are dealing with the mind. Here you need to say “Lord I trust Thee to give me a renewed mind, and I agree to part with the old one.” When someone speaks to you of another in a manner likely to cause a bias in your mind you say, “Please don’t. I have not met the person. I should like to meet him without any preconceived ideas about him.” But supposing you today hand this old mind to the Cross, and trust God to give you a new one, do you think the enemy will give up his ground without a fight? Do you think that  every “rebellious thought” is going to be brought into subjection easily? This brings us to the question of:

9.    The mind and its practical liberation.

We must recognize that the “mind” continues to be the strategic battle ground, even when we have claimed the deliverance of Calvary. We must know how the liberation of the mind has to be actually worked out, and for this the Spirit of God needs our active co-operation. The believer needs to recognize that the attacks of the emissaries of Satan are primarily directed at the mind. Notice how Paul realizes this, and describes the mind of the Christian as the strategic battle ground for the enemy. “I fear,” he writes to the Corinthians, ” lest by any means … your minds should be corrupted …”, and then he tells them how this would come about. “If he that comes preaches another Jesus … or if ye receive another spirit,” or “another Gospel” (2 Cor. 11:3-4, A.V.). So the danger of the Christian is false teaching getting into the mind, and diverting him from the simple Gospel of Christ. It is to this end, that Satan transforms himself into an Angel of Light.

How few realize that Satan can give spurious light to the mind, even light about a “Jesus” who is not the Lord, and minister “another spirit” which is not the Holy Spirit, and through his instruments preach a “gospel” which is not the Gospel of the grace of God.

The danger which the Apostle wrote about to the Corinthians is increased to-day a thousand-fold, because of the psychic forces that are at work in the world. Because, too, of the tremendous emphasis upon, and development of the mental life at the present time, and because the enemy is actively at work seeking to break down the mental powers of God’s children through the strain of the conflict of life. There are grave dangers all about us from counterfeit guidance, counterfeit visions and counterfeit plans, all coming from the enemy’s work upon the mind. Never was there a time when believers so needed the “helmet of salvation” to cover their heads from the foe. The air is full of the suggestions of the prince of the “power of the air”, flashing thoughts and ideas into the minds of men.

Take what is called the “Higher Criticism.” Picture a man, who is without the knowledge of the new birth through the Cross of Christ, reading in his study. Wonderful “thoughts” which come into his mind, are given out as the result of his own thinking, and the world marvels at the “brilliance” of this scholar. Alas, the “brilliance” of a mind which the Word of God declares is blinded by the god of this age, and energized by the “spirit which now works in the children of disobedience,” is really darkness in the sight of God. What the un-renewed mind is capable of producing under the energizing of the spirits of Satan can be seen, for example in the Text Book of Christian Science, where words seem to be spun out as a spider spins his web, as empty as the gossamer threads composing it.

The dangerous output of “minds” thus wrought upon by the prince of the power of the air, will increase as the dispensation hastens to its close, and the children of God will be caught in the meshes of these “fantasies” unless they have their own minds renewed, and kept sober by the truth of God.

They need in the face of these dangers, to guard against overwork, which may bring about overstrain of the mind, making them incapable of sober judgment.

10. The practical way of victory.

How is the mind of the child of God to be actually set free from the enemy’s control and renewed by the Spirit of God? We have seen that there is deliverance via Calvary, but there is also a practical line of action on the part of the believer. The first question to be faced is one concerning control.

There may be a wrong thought about this which must not be overlooked. You are quite aware that your mind is out of your control, and you have been praying that God would “control” it independently of you. But all in vain. Sometimes your mind is full of wandering thoughts, and your imagination inflamed or it is heavy, passive or sluggish and unusable. It is practically out of your own control, and is uncontrolled by God. What is the reason? You may never have taken your “mind” out of the control of the enemy (2 Cor. 4:4), and deliberately handed it to the death of the Cross, and trusted God to give you a new mind. Numbers of God’s people know that their minds are neither under God’s control nor their own. And it is often because the enemy has put a thought in their minds which has laid hold of the mind until it is mastered by it. Whenever you find a person who can only talk of “one thing” it is best to shun them. It always tells the tale that the mind of that one is not under control.

If God is controlling your thoughts and mind, you can choose what you think and when you will speak. But if you say, “If I don’t speak what is in my mind at once I shall lose it, then you had better “lose it.” How many pour upon you their “thinks” and never heed what effect it will have upon you. Oh how we all need some sober light upon the realm of the mind. Recently a letter came to me in which I was told of a Christian man who said, “My wife was a most beautiful Christian. But suddenly the thought was suggested in the middle of the night that she had committed the unpardonable sin and now she is in a mental home and I can do nothing, and my little children are without their mother.” The minister said to the poor man that it seemed to be of the enemy, so they knelt down and the minister asked that if Satan had shot this thing into the mind of the wife, the Lord would prove it to the husband, through the victory of Calvary. Praise God, within a fortnight she was back in her home.

11. The new mind and its characteristics.

When the mind is renewed, the Spirit of God fulfills the promise of God, where He says, “I will put my laws in their hearts, and in their minds will I write them” (Heb. 10:16). Thus we obtain the “mind” of Christ (1 Cor. 2:16). What that “mind” is we read in Phil. 2:5-8. The practical life is changed only so far as we are “transformed” by the “renewing” of the “mind.” Christ’s “mind” was to obey God, even unto the death of the Cross. That “mind” in us becomes armor. “Arm yourselves with the same mind” (1 Pet. 4:1), i.e., Christ’s mind towards the Cross. “Christ suffered,” we say, and as our minds dwell upon His sufferings, and the Holy Spirit shows us the separation from sin which fellowship with Him brings about, we too choose to suffer, and we are “armed” by having His mind. Thus the new mind becomes “stayed upon God,” instead of being tossed about by distracting thoughts. And a mind stayed on God means perfect peace.

12. The “new mind” as the vehicle of the Holy Spirit.

In Eph. 1:18, we read, “The eyes of your understanding” being “filled with light.” Here is the mind illumined by the Spirit. It is the vehicle of light. You see with the mind, you feel with the spirit. David said, “My spirit made diligent search.” The mind is filled with light from God in the spirit, illuminating the mind. This brings into action the perceptive faculty of the mind, whereby the believer is able to spiritually discern spiritual things. The various marginal readings of 1 Cor. 2:13 show the new mind in use. It is able to “discriminate”, “examine,” “combine,” “compare” and “explain” spiritual things which the “natural” man knows nothing about.

The perceptive faculty of the mind renewed by the Spirit of God enables us more clearly to know how to prove the good and acceptable will of God “If a man walketh in the day he stumbleth not,” said the Lord. In broad daylight a man does not need to fall over stones in his path before he sees them. And so it is spiritually. With a new mind filled with light by the Spirit, the believer sees the path wherein he should walk, and discerns the will of God clearly without the confusion and perplexities of the partially renewed mind.

13. The guarding of the new mind.

There is no part of the renewed believer which does not require guarding. This is especially true of the mind which has been renewed. First there is a “girding” up of the “loins of the mind” (1 Pet. 1:13), which is necessary. This means that you must never let the mind become “slack”, or careless in its thinking, or it will soon fall a prey to the watching enemy. The “mind” should never be idle, or without “grist for the mill!” It must be active if it is in a normal condition. The Apostle also bids the believer see that he does not admit an “anxious” thought (Phil. 4:6), but at once to transmit any that come, to God. If he does this, the “peace of God” will garrison his mind, and keep it in peace. But he must do more, he must give the mind work to do, and let it have true, honest, just, pure and lovely things to “think” about (see Phil. 4:8).

Then again, the believer with the new mind must “think soberly” (Rom. 12:3) especially about himself. He must avoid dwelling on “high things” (Rom. 12:16), and in the path of soberness take no step which is not the outcome of deliberate judgment and decision. Every “thought” led captive, means the deliberate weighing of every word and action in the light of God. Thus we shall be able to walk with God in these days of peril, and be sober when others are carried away by the spurious workings of the enemy.

Do not follow or trust what we may describe as “flashes” of light to the mind, because the Holy Ghost in your spirit works out into the mind His light in calm, intelligent, deliberate, illumination from within. Because of the dangers today we cannot trust anything that comes from without. It is not that these “flashes” are necessarily wrong, but that you cannot trust them. Neither can anything said on the impulse of the moment be trusted.

Supposing a thought comes, it should be turned over and over and  pondered over in the presence of God. “Am I to take this thought as from Thee, if so please bring it back to me again and again, and show me.” Thus you will learn to walk carefully or accurately in the will of God. We need to be encased in the armor of Christ. God dwelling in our spirit, pouring the light into our mind, according to His Written Word, will  enable us to carefully and prayerfully walk with Him.

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War On The Saints

 

For as long as I can remember, I have had something to say. For years  I have tried to figure out what that something was…whether it was through making something up or simply getting lost in the details of my own mind and life… (The unfortunate fate of many writers). But nonetheless I have always known I had something to say. I have tried to move away from that many times in my life, opting for a hobby or a calling that was much less dangerous to my reputation and Facebook friend count!!! But God has other plans!

The people in my life who know me the best, who truly know my heart, know that I am telling the truth when I say, that The Lord has truly changed my heart, he has put such a burden on my heart and spirit for the underdog, he has inflamed my heart to see people set free from oppression and bondage and the snares of the Devil. I mean that with all my heart and will.

I say this, because in the last 5 or 6 days I have witnessed some truly deceptive and demonic attacks come to pass on people I sincerely love and who have now set themselves against me, being driven by pride and demonic harassment to believe I am their enemy.

I could do nothing, I could – retreat, I could spare myself the drama…and yet…..I have something to say. And I have learned the hard way, over the years, that if there is one thing I know for sure about God, He is relentless in calling you to that which he burdens you with. And the burden on my heart is to talk about the deception and spiritual pride that has swept through the revival among some of my friends as it has many times in the past, in the history of the whole Church of Christ.

We’re going to start a series of blogs on the basics of some of the pitfalls and sidetracks of revival – starting with spiritual pride.

But first, we’re going to start with a great introduction on the subject through the work of Jessie Penn-Lewis and most importantly, prayer.

“The Holy Spirit is still in those who were baptized with the Spirit, during the last Revivals. The mistake at the time of the Revival in Wales in 1904 was to become occupied with the effects of Revival, and not to watch and pray in protecting and guarding the cause of Revival. The Spirit baptized souls, at present locked up in spirit, or side-tracked through Satanic deceptions, are still those who would be the instruments through whom God could work, were they but set free. Useless now, but priceless in maturity, and experience and knowledge for the guiding and guarding of a Revived Church, when they are once more liberated for true co-working with the Holy Spirit of God.

How, then, should the Lord’s praying ones pray at the present time? They should pray

(1) Against evil spirits now blocking and hindering Revival.

(2) For the cleansing and delivering of those who became possessed through deception during the time of later Revivals.

(3) That when Revival is once more given it may be kept pure, and

(4) For the preparation of instruments for Revival, trained and taught of God to guard against further inroads of the powers of darkness.

In brief, let all who pray for Revival, pray for light to reach those who HAVE BEEN ENSNARED INTO BONDAGE TO THE DECEIVING POWERS OF DARKNESS, that they may be set free, and once more become usable in Revival service; then will the forces of evil be beaten back from the ground they have regained, which still belongs to God.

The Baptism of the Holy Spirit is the essence of Revival, for Revival comes from a knowledge of the Holy Spirit, and the way of co-working with Him which enables Him to work in Revival power. The primary condition for Revival is, therefore, that believers should individually know the Baptism of the Holy Ghost. This term being used as a convenient expression for describing a definite influx of the Holy Spirit which thousands of believers throughout the Church of Christ have received as a definite experience. Such an infilling of the Spirit was the cause not only of the Revival in Wales in 1904-5, but of all other Revivals in the history of the world.

The fact that the counterfeiting work of Satan follows Revival through such an opening of the spiritual world as enables the evil spirit-beings to find access to believers under the guise of the Divine Spirit, must not hold back the children of God from seeking the true flood tide of the Spirit, for the bringing about of pure Revival, and the emancipation of the Church of Christ from the bonds of sin and Satan.” War On The Saints, Jessie Penn-Lewis.

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I’ve had many “friends” in my life who’ve been desperate for me to share my weaknesses and struggles with them – not to bear them with me or pray for me and help me (although it usually comes under the guise of that), but rather as a sick exercise in satisfying their own conscience. Somehow if they can get me to share with them some brokenness and serious fallibility it lets them off the hook in their own conscience, they can relax a little bit on the race and they enjoy a secret pleasure of seeing my crown “tarnished”. Although this guilty pleasure borrowed from Judas’ treasure chest is something that EMO’s will deny and take to the grave if possible.

This, of course, is a co-dependent’s sick attempt at intimacy. They confuse competition for camaraderie. Their feelings and self worth are so deeply tied up in their friends’ identity, that they cannot ever experience the true joy that real friendship avails. Self sacrifice does not exist in these friendships – even when they put themselves in a servile position…it is still self serving.

The truth is – the people I trust with my weaknesses and struggles are those who have no secret agenda to feed off of me. They are not waiting for an opportunity to sigh a big sigh of relief and say to themselves “ahh…see…she’s no better than the rest of us!!” They are the ones who would take extreme measures to catch me before I fell…they would love and protect me and put me before themselves whether I was an insane beggar or the Queen of Persia.

Who YOU are is not a reflection of your friends power or weakness – who you are though, is definitely what kind of friend you are to a person in power or in weakness.

We all make mistakes. We’ve all failed our friends – we’ve all fumbled the ball of loyalty – but do your mistakes mirror Peter’s or Judas’?

Ask God to reveal to you your heart.

“Lord, am I secretly gleeful when my friends stumble? Lord, do I listen with an attentive ear to my friends in the hopes of gaining information that will make me feel less threatened by them? Lord, am I so needy and desperate for power that I enjoy a subtle thrill when my friends get knocked down (even a little?), God, make me like Jonathan – give me the love he had for David for my own friends. I pray God, that you would create within me a clean heart, the kind of heart that rejoices with my friends and weeps with them…and endures with them. With them. With them.”

This is the kind of praying I began years ago, that took me out of the isolation that only a true EMO could understand, it took me out of a life of me against “them” to simply me living and walking “WITH” them. It has been balm to my soul. My prayer for you is that God would bless you with friendships that knit your souls together.

“As soon as he had finished speaking to Saul, the soul of Jonathan was knit to the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul. And Saul took him that day and would not let him return to his father’s house. Then Jonathan made a covenant with David, because he loved him as his own soul. And Jonathan stripped himself of the robe that was on him and gave it to David, and his armor, and even his sword and his bow and his belt. And David went out and was successful wherever Saul sent him, so that Saul set him over the men of war. And this was good in the sight of all the people and also in the sight of Saul’s servants.” 1Samuel 18:1-5

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