Thank you for the hundreds of e-mails and texts supporting this and for sharing your heart with me!!! Here is my prayer today that came from meditating on the Bible!
Thursday, March 1st, 2012
Go Back…
Riding on the subway..crying into my Bible so that no one would see..heart burning with anger at people I had called my friends who were now slandering me, and making up lies so fantastical I could not believe that these were the same people to eat our food, and sleep in our homes, and live like family…I was Stalked by evil. Sworn at. Spit on. And on that subway ride, God showed me that He had seen it all, and that He knew the whole Truth – and that He was with me, but He wanted me to leave behind the anger and sadness and go back to my first Love. To the time when I loved Jesus openly and boldly..no matter who rejected me! He told me to go back, to the innocence of the day I sat on the bench breathing in the spring air, looking at God’s green everywhere, and seeing the tiny yellow flower – and Jesus telling me that He had made that flower just for me. He told me to go back to that Love. And I did.
Who knew that tender, innocent Love could forge the greatest armor that now shields my heart from all evil! God knew, that’s who!! Thanks for the Flower Jesus, I love you. Amen.
“I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name’s sake, and you have not grown weary. But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. Yet this you have: you hate the works of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God” Revelation 2:2-7
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